Hey there fellow Deviants! Last entry was so long ago I can't even XD
Just trying to catch up with my old self, it was a hard year I had (or maybe I should say it's been a hard last 5 years, lol).
I was married, widowed; and now just trying to connect back to my old, so young and naive self. I started my DA account 8 years ago, so full of hope and knowing nothing about life. Now time has gone by; and I'm already 32. Nothing prepares you for the surprises of life. You go blindfolded into life, and time takes care of helping you see what's important.
I see most of my old friends haven't been to their DA's for a while either, but it was brought recently to my attention, that you GOTTA stay true to yourself, no matter what. I had abandoned my fangirling, otaku-ness, and even gaming because life took the best of me. I will not let it happen anymore, I'm trying to go back to basics and do what feels right.
I have found new reasons to live, new reasons to keep my head up high and be myself again. All I need is time and love to heal all.